Mood off

Im jus so in tears...a dear frnd misunderstood me and I became the reason for one more suffering in his life...
I just cant get if I can't give happiness why I go and distribute pain...
He just adored his blog and i just loved being part of it..now both of that are gone coz of me..But I needed a frnd like him...now I m one more person he hates...
just don kno wat to say...my whole evening is gonna be ruined....