Sometime I think what is love?
Is it the pleasure of the one in the life?
or, is it the sensation ,the vibe?
or, Is it the feeling that let you strive?

I was thinking to write a poem and ....I kno....it is the similar feeling that SRK got in response wen he was unable to hit the can to get the doll for Rani..."Tum se nahi hoga, Raj"
lol

So I actually narrate you a real life story of a boy in love with a committed gal...
The boy was quite a happy go lucky kindda guy..and one day he met one gal in internet..she told her name Aditi..she was quite a witty gal who never discussed her past with him...they got along rel fast...coz the boy wrote committed in his status..coz he never wanted to be hunted as a single guy..may be that gave the gal the courage..okay this guy is committed...he will not fall for me...
and they got along real well...they used to talk like hours ..sumtime from morning 9 to next morning 5 with break of only 30 minutes or so for different food breaks...
she was lovely to talk wid and he had fun wid her...the boy was possesive..he never used to like a gal talking to him and any other guy..for him the simple principle was..wen u talk to me ..u talk to me..she initially respected it and then she found it iiritating..yet she never openly told him that..she jus kept on giving excuses...but altogether it was a very good thing..a very healthy relation..Then he came to kno that her bf left her all of a sudden due to some family troubles and she was not able to handle that thing and was hurt..but she loved him even he was gone...one day she showed him her blog..he was surprised that it was the same blog he used to read it before and used to admire the author shadowfax a lot..

One day a misunderstanding came in between and she was off his life....but he kept visiting her blog..and keep himself updated...
and one day she went off abruptly...
how he tried to search her..she was jus off the grid like she never existed....
Wen he fst saw Ashu's blog and the blog crush..the fst thing was that in his mind was the gal
Shaista...and this post is dedicated to her...

If the love means caring for sumone and missing her wen she is away even wen they never said love you to each other..
then he was in love with that gal..

I don kno wat happened to her..but I kno him and he still has her in his mind as a pure soul whom he cared and who was his first internet companion...his first blog crush...
The following's are her lines...and he wants to dedicate to her only...

Koi khawahish bhi nahi,
Koi khalish bhi nahi...
Koi bhala ye kaya jane
Ab tu hume kisi se koi ummeed bhi nahi.

Koi aarzoo thi adhoori si,
Ek seher thi galb hone ko...
Kahin noor chala tha andhiyare ki orr,
Per roshni hi ab uske damn mein nahi.